Thursday, April 4, 2019

And the Spirit said unto me: Behold, what desirest thou?



 And the Spirit said unto me: Behold, what desirest thou?
First Nephi. Chapter Eleven. Verse 2.


The desire for knowledge of God --
of His plans and designs
of His purpose for me
is inconsistent at times in me.

At times unpaid bills and bodily pains,
the unaccountable rush and halt,
the unraveling state of my being,
 leave my heart ponderless.

So I am left to wonder --
can I desire things aright?
Am I meek,
or just shallow?

Shallow desires crowd me.
O, give me strength
to push back --
to move mountains in my mind!



Wednesday, April 3, 2019

What people are saying about Rupert Murdoch (Anonymously)

Rupert Murdoch
(Most of these people insisted on anonymity to share intimate details about the family and its business so as not to risk retribution.)
from an article on Rupert Murdoch in today's New York Times


When I want to deal the dirt
I simply have to say
"This is all anonymous,
don't give my name away!"

Cuz journalists are hungry
for a story that will rise
above the realm of verity,
to snag the Hillman Prize.

And I sure fear reprisals
from the people I have dissed;
who I have stabbed right in the back
(and also fondly kissed.)

And so I come to Rupert,
who I've known a long long while;
full of contradictions,
with a fascinating guile.

He's good to his employees,
unless he is good and mad.
He loves his wives and children
(though he treats them like a cad.)

He'd like to rule a country --
just a small one that is poor;
he'd keep the peasants working
and give banks the old what-for.

He never touches corn flakes
and of Guinness he is fond;
He dotes on fast red race cars
and pretends that he's James Bond.

In fine (though off the record)
he's the kind of perky gent
who never gives an order
unless to a president . . . 



Egypt’s President el-Sisi Extends Iron Grip to New Arena: Soap Operas (NYT Headline)



Egypt's really on the ropes/when they trifle with the Soaps/tyrants who screw up the script/ought to have their power stripped!


according to the own due time of the Lord


. . . according to the own due time of the Lord . . .
First Nephi. Chapter Ten. Verse 3.

My schedule is busy;
I've a lot I must get done.
Time is at a premium;
I'm always on the run.

But in the midst of frenzy
there has sometimes come to me
the feeling that my timetable
is just a mockery.

The calendared appointments
disappear before my eyes,
and I am left to wonder
at the clouds up in the skies.

They do not have a deadline,
nor firm destination plans;
and God alone is cognizant
of their uncertain spans.

Humbly, then, I bow my head,
to recognize how small
is my own agenda --
and not vital after all.




Tuesday, April 2, 2019

those narrow streets and thug infested lanes


Cities have thrived over the last decade, as jobs and people have migrated back downtown from far-flung suburbs.
WSJ

those narrow streets 
and thug infested lanes
which my parents fled
when I was but a tyke.
*
stranding us out in meadows
 amidst birds and parks
and even a creek
where catfish lurked.
*
it all made me crazy
and my grades suffered
from lack of 
carbon monoxide.
*
but now at last I can
say goodbye to clean white sidewalks
and the rioting greenery
that grows like zombies in a movie.
*
or zombies who commute
no more of that for me
I walk five blocks to work
and live in a pesthole.
*
but me and the cockroaches
are so happy to be
urban creatures once again
that broken bottles look like tulips.
*
I don't need fresh air
and wide vistas
but rather the frisson
of hit-and-run encounters.
*

There is no sting in poverty


And all these things did my father see, and hear, and speak, as he dwelt in a tent
First Nephi. Chapter Nine. Verse 1.

An outcast and a refugee,
Old Lehi knew austerity --
since after ease came revelation
that brought him near to full starvation.
With a dusty sagging tent
from Jerusalem he went
and rejoiced in God's affection
as he worked towards his perfection.
There is no sting in poverty
when God His miracles I see. 

Monday, April 1, 2019

So Does Your Smartphone Know if You’re Depressed?



For one study Dr. Baker is recruiting 100 patients with bipolar disorder or schizophrenia to follow for a year through monthly recorded sessions and data collected from wearable sensors and smartphones.
Sumathi Reddy

my smartphone is a narc
it spies on me
it tells the doctors
when I stutter
*
my smartphone knows
where I am 24/7
and contains a built-in
breathalyzer
*
it beeps to remind me
to take my pills on time
it has pop ups
for the Mayo Clinic
*
I hear voices from my smartphone
they tell me to do things
but I will wear a cap of tinfoil
and tell the FBI what they say



Chicken in a watermelon is no less real




"Chicken in a watermelon is no less real . . ."
Sam Sifton


in the beginning 
of man's reality
the chicken came
with the watermelon
*
thus creating a
chronic dichotomy
between watermelon
and chicken to this day
*
some would say the chicken
being in the watermelon
is the totality of our reality
and must come first
*
others disagree and claim
the watermelon existed
long before the chicken
could get into it.
*
both sides are wrong
there is no chicken
there is no watermelon
there is only chamoy sauce
*

in other words
stop thinking of chicken in watermelon
think instead 
of ordering takeout
*


how big is a swath?



A federal judge in Alaska has reinstated a ban on oil-and-gas drilling in vast swaths of the Arctic Ocean, potentially undermining a central part of the Trump administration’s effort to expand offshore drilling.
WSJ

how big is a swath?
bigger than a patch?
wider than a spot?
deeper than a politician?
*
how cold is the Arctic Ocean?
colder than a polar bear's nose?
chillier than a raw blizzard?
More frozen than Birdseye?
*
how much should we care?
as much as we can?
just a little to look good?
not even enough to finish this . . . 

(The above riddle is brought to you courtesy of the U.S. Department of the Interior. Replies should be sent to:
c/o David Bernhardt.)




The orchard of delightful whole


And as I partook of the fruit thereof it filled my soul with exceedingly great joy . . . 
First Nephi. Chapter Eight. Verse 12.

I would fill my soul with fruit;
the kind that satisfies
all my innocent desire
for truth sans any lies.
*
A soul replete brings joy immense,
stands proof against the foe
who wants to starve us with excess
that brings but sullen woe.
*
O make my soul a joyful soul,
Thou only perfect One --
The orchard of delightful whole
belongs to God's own Son.