Monday, April 20, 2020

Sing Hallelujah!

Book of Mormon - Wikipedia


At this season of hosanna and hallelujah, sing hallelujah—for He shall reign forever and ever!
Gerrit W. Gong

Though the world may fall apart,
we will sing with all our heart
to our Lord and Savior dear --
He who conquered death and fear!

Rogues and boasters, tyrants fell,
demagogues come straight from hell;
all of them have hollow shields
when the Lord his saber wields.

Christ shall reign, as is his right;
he who brings the saving light.
Then must all hosanna shout
as the world sheds all its doubt!

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Photo Essay: Postcards from my Kids. Volume Two.



My father never wrote me a letter or postcard his entire life, even though I was anxious to keep in touch with him and with my mother. He never called me on the phone, and never talked to me on the phone when I called my mother.
There was no active hate or loathing on his part, I believe. He just didn't believe in communicating with anyone who wasn't buying a beer from him at Aarone's Bar & Grill, on East Hennepin, where he worked for over forty years as a bartender. 
He rarely came home before I was in bed, and was usually gone in the morning when I woke up. He had a second job at the Minneapolis Athletic Club, as a towel dispenser.
 He constructed his own Fortress of Solitude, and lived in it for most of his life -- self sufficient and wary of all visitors.
I didn't want that to happen between me and my kids -- but it nearly did.
After Amy divorced me, I hoped to achieve something great and fantastic -- something my kids would look upon with pride and brag about to their friends. Maybe get famous as a stand up comic or write a great big fantasy novel. But nothing like that ever happened. I sank lower and lower into poverty and depression, until I had to flee the country to Thailand to avoid being arrested for back child support.
But I never stopped writing my kids letters. And I always included a self addressed stamped postcard for them to reply.
This was all nearly 30 years ago. Now I am documenting those postcards they sent to me here on my blog. Front and back. 

Is it possible that Trump will really let the USPS go belly up?












Photo Essay: Zen Stones. Vol. 10





How can a stone
be blurry?
It is the viewer
who is blurry.



What is the sound
of one stone being?




A stone
is a lie
not invented yet.




How deep
is a stone?





Deeper into our hearts

Book of Mormon - Wikipedia


"The Lord is trying to help us—all of us—get His gospel deeper in our hearts."
Douglas D. Holmes

So the gospel's perfect plan,
deep into the heart of man,
sinks until triumphantly
it will give us sanctity.
Open, chambers of my heart,
like the Psalmist's panting hart --
thirsting ever for the stream
that will heal and then redeem.

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Photo Essay: Postcards from my Kids. Volume One.


Amy filed for divorce back in 1994. Nobody seems to care that it was she who filed, not me. I never wanted a divorce. But I'll let that issue alone.
I wrote over a thousand letters to our eight children during the next ten years -- since email was not an option for either them or me. During that time I lived in Minnesota, Iowa, Oklahoma, Mexico, and Thailand.
Each time I sent one of my kids a letter I would usually enclose a self addressed stamped postcard so they could reply. And they often did. I've managed to save quite a few of them, and so I present them here with a running commentary. Feel free to chime in with your own opinions and observations. It's a free country . . . although it seems to be isolated and dying at the moment.
I include photos of both the front and back. I think it's interesting that some of them addressed their postcards to 'Dad' while others addressed them to 'Tim Torkildson.' Most of them were written in pencil, and have begun to fade and smudge badly, so I wanted to make sure to get them digitized for posterity. I'm hoping the grand kids will take an interest in these. How their parents wrote and what they said when they were kids . . . 












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An email response to the above:


Bruce Young

7:54 AM (50 minutes ago)
to me

A nice beginning to your projected series, of historic, personal, and human importance.

He that trusteth in the Lord

Book of Mormon - Wikipedia

Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the Lord, mercy shall compass him about.
Psalm 32:10


Many sorrows have the wicked,
 comfort they have none.
Their laughter has a hollow ring
when all is said and done.
But he that trusteth in the Lord
shall find a mercy sweet,
in living and in dying well
at Jesus Christ's own feet.

Friday, April 17, 2020

Photo Essay: Zen Stones. Vol. 9





The longer a stone is,
the shorter
it isn't.



When a stone 
is full
it is still a stone.




A stone
is dust
to a mountain.





You can't make stones
without
breaking a mountain.




One more stone
makes two.
One less stone
makes zen.




Jesus Christ, the Master Healer.

President Russell M. Nelson
President Russell M. Nelson


"Fasting reminds me of the supreme sacrifice that our Savior, Jesus Christ, made for each of us. As we look forward to a recovery from this worldwide pandemic, I pray that we will find a stronger relationship with our Savior, Jesus Christ. He is our Master Healer. He will heal our broken hearts. He will bestow upon us personal peace and comfort."
President Russell M. Nelson

I look for peace that's personal,
for comfort from the Christ;
the greatest Healer of them all --
his life he sacrificed.
If I do not survive the blight
that hostage holds the earth,
I trust that in His tender hands
I'll find my better worth.
But if I'm spared to carry on,
I'll do my level best
to praise his name up to the skies
and testify I'm blessed.

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Photo Essay: Zen Stones. Vol. 8





A stone
never contradicts
another stone.




A stone can help
or hurt
but not reflect.




The mind
of a stone
is full of stone.



Out of a stone
comes nothing.
Selah.




A stone
is always
right here
right now.




Distract a stone
and you have
performed a 
miracle.