Friday, June 10, 2022

Narrative Poem: Shoes at the gym

 you're not allowed to look

at people's faces anymore.

everyone's freaking out about

facial recognition --

so to make eye contact

with strangers

is tantamount to attacking

them with a pen knife.

so I look at their shoes.

especially at the gym

when I'm working out

on the stationary bike.

there are big TV screens

bolted to the walls that

silently play ESPN,

but I find that about as

interesting

as plywood. so I

look down at the kind

of shoes people wear

while they work out.

or pretend to work out.

one in three are Nike brand.

one in three. and that's not

counting the Nike socks

they wear.

that company has taken

a chain saw to

the money tree.

black is the predominant

color of gym shoes.

but there are hot pink

and highway orange as well.

lots of shoes have a criss-cross

on them,

or the letter 'N.'

are those brands?

me, I wear Crocs to the gym.

They're so comfortable.

and they keep my heels from

jarring.

because I'm fat.

I lost weight by skipping

breakfast for a few months.

but that made me cranky

and carnal.

so now I eat bacon and 

eggs, sardines and toast,

ramen noodles with kimchi

and fried ham

in the morning.

and I'm a better

fatter

person for it.

Wednesday, June 8, 2022

News Deserts.

 

"Many newspapers have become a shadow of their former selves. News deserts are spreading around the country, places where people have lost access to trusted local news sources, and where local coverage has disappeared."

Larry Ryckman.  Colorado Sun.


Parched for news, the public cries

for stories they can idealize.

Local rags have disappeared

and so the news is engineered

by demagogues and other sages

on misleading Facebook pages.

No one's checking facts or figures;

reporters must deal with hair triggers.

The truth is down a hidey-hole,

or hidden on a totem pole.

Hildy Johnson, where you gone?

The news bizness is woebegone!

Tuesday, June 7, 2022

Today's Timericks: Janet Yellen Tells Lawmakers She Expects Inflation to Remain High

Inflation now has come to stay.

With our dough it wants to play.

Can't put none of it away.

What now of the rainy day?

Guess I'll wind up eating hay.

 

Sayonara, balanced budget,

say the experts by and large;

all they ever want us trying

is most ev'rything to charge.

In Japan and Bora Bora

banks are rubbing hands in glee --

and they're getting ready, boychik,

to charge a giant finance fee. 



Target inventory, overstocked and overpriced,

is going to be discounted and even sacrificed.

Supply-side economics have given them a vexing glut;

they're gonna be a catalogue just like old Fingerhut.

Monday, June 6, 2022

Today's Timericks: Elon Musk’s Bot Problem on Twitter Is Extraordinary

 

bots and spam has Elon Musk;

making him feel mighty brusque.

to avoid their botheration

he must break with automation.

will he do this? I dunno --

will termites leave Pinocchio?


My luncheon break is sacred time;

a love affair with my own chyme.

Two hours to digest a meal

is what I call my beau ideal.

Then my body I compose

for a twenty minute doze.

 

Boris Johnson held a fete

during Covid-19 yet!

When the public heard the news,

they began to blow a fuse.

So his latest balance sheet

bounces him from Downing Street.

Sunday, June 5, 2022

Book Reviews: David Sedaris. Nora Roberts. Bill O'Reilly. Kellyanne Conway. Jon Krakauer. Tara Westover.

 

Happy Go Lucky.

by David Sedaris.

In this new volume the noted humorist sets his sights on common human foibles, like necrophilia and living in Arkansas. His light-hearted literary banter goes well with a bite of camembert and a sip of needled kombucha. In fact, savvy readers who know the Sedaris cannon will forgo reading the book altogether and simply pop it in the oven at 350 for an hour and then serve it with sauteed beet greens. 

 

Nightwork.

by Nora Roberts.

In her latest opus the noted novelist spins a tale of intrigue, murder, romance, and eczema.

Master thief Harry Booth has a daughter he has never met, and a bar tab he's never paid. Things get weird when the IRS agent sent to arrest him is that same daughter. They meet up at the bar where his name is chalked on the wall, and the figure of two billion dollars next to it causes mayhem and supply chain gaps.

Ms. Roberts needs to find a new plot structure that doesn't do to cliches what Dr. Frankenstein did to stray body parts. 


Killing the Killers

by Bill O'Reilly.

Are terrorists already embedded in our elementary schools as janitors? Will sharia law overtake our country state by state, until we're all forced to eat halva and like it? Is the hajib just another type of baggie for humans?

O'Reilly doesn't answer any of those questions. In fact, the whole book is just a long monotonous narrative of his last fishing trip to Lake of the Woods. Where he got skunked, by the way.

The reader will also get skunked if they pay full price for a hardback copy of this drek. Pick it up at Goodwill for a quarter in about another month . . . 


Here's the Deal.

by Kellyanne Conway.

She was a seminal figure in the Trump administration.

Reason enough to use her book as mulch or processed as an additive to Metamucil. 



Under The Banner Of Heaven.

by Jon Krakauer.

A good example of fictional nonfiction. Nobody gets the Mormon angle right, so why do they still bother to try?

The group is always painted as extremist or moony. This time around is no different. We wish someone would do to Mormons what Jessamyn West did to Quakers in 'The Friendly Persuasion.' Now THAT would be worth reading . . . 


Educated.

by Tara Westover.

Isolationist rednecks try to wreck their daughter's life with their simplistic and lunatic delusions. But she goes to college and writes a best seller that makes her rich and liberal and she probably winds up with an addiction problem and existential despair at the state of the world. So who's better off and happier, the ignorant lunatic fringe or the well educated cynics? You won't find out by reading this book, but it's a pleasant way to pass a Sunday afternoon in your Laz-e-Boy when the cable TV is out.

 

Personal Essay: My Day -- Sunday June 6. 2022.

 

a little lower than angels
is what the Bible states
am I and all thy children --
celestial delegates!
I wish I were seraphic
when I do stub my toe,
and not so diabolic --
as my words often show!
 
 
and so my day begins up here in Wendell, Idaho. on a four day visit to amy's sister kathy and hubby steve. 
if i understand amy right, she wants to come up every weekend to visit her sister until they have to sell the farm in july. i initially put up quite a fuss about it, because the four hour drive is expensive and my tailbone would be throbbing by the time we arrived. plus their house is unheated this past winter and our basement bedroom was a virtual icebox. but all that has changed because i decided i would change my mind about the whole thing. instead of complaining and playing the martyr i decided to believe the whole thing is a jolly weekly holiday for us. so i increased my credit card limit to 1500 dollars. I cadged an old rocker/recliner to bring up to Idaho so I'd have some place decent to sit and rest my aching tailbone. and i bought a cheap ceramic space heater at walmart. turns out we didn't need the heater -- wendell was undergoing a heat wave when we got here this week, so the basement bedroom was actually a cooling relief. the rocker/recliner has been wonderful -- i can spend all day in it gazing at the flat idaho fields of alfalfa through the living room picture window. there are birds a-plenty winging their way through the manure-perfumed air, as the wide horizon fills with tumbling clouds just for my amusement. oh, and i stopped at the dollar store down in provo before we left to stock up on cheap sardines. i got five cans of sardines in louisiana hot sauce, and have relished ingesting a can every morning for breakfast. somehow it feels right to eat canned fish in a farm house in idaho . . . my life's summation, to be written on my tombstone should be:  He Finally Ate Cheap Sardines While The Chickens Befouled The Back Porch.
we drove fifteen miles yesterday to the moribund hamlet of Buhl, just to buy ice cream. amy said they had the best ice cream she ever tasted, so i insisted we go get some. and she is right. it is the best i've ever had. while in buhl i spotted an orange spire towering over the town. i asked amy what it was and she said it was a hindu temple. having been married long enough now to know better i did not immediately pooh pooh her answer. but instead when we got back to the farm house i googled hindu temples in idaho, discovering there was certainly none in buhl. what there is is an old Odd Fellows Hall, built in 1922, and painted orange. i did not rub it in. so, good for me! -- maybe i'm learning how to handle this marriage racket after all.
now, as i gaze out on the back forty while tapping away on my laptop in my rocker/recliner, i begin to miss not having my usual can of sardines in louisiana hot sauce. because today is Fast Sunday, and we will be going to the wendall ward for 9:30 a.m. services. i will be bringing along my notebook to jot down my observations, and you, dear reader, will have the benefit of my keen scrutiny later this afternoon . . . 
 
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Individual Income Tax Payments on Pace to Reach Record Level

the man inside the barrel with no clothes to wear at all
is no longer just a fiction or a piece of folderol.
for Uncle Sam is greedy and needs money by the sack,
and so he dings us one by one until our wallets crack.
I want to finance freedom, but these taxes are a joke --
how can I savor liberty when I am always broke?
 
i just had to write that after reading the above headline in the online wall street journal after coming home from church. here's what i wrote during sunday school in church today, based on the book of judges from the old testament:
 
after Joshua did pass
the Israelites turned into glass --
they shattered often due to sin
and let the philistines move in.
but when the hebrews did repent
a righteous judge was often sent
to set them straight and lead the way
all commandments to obey.
then the land had rest again --
as long as they stayed humble men.
 
i know i promised a full and scathing report on fast & testimony meeting in the Wendell first ward, but now i'm wondering if my observations are too bitter, cynical, and worldly to do any good or be considered a worthwhile literary endeavor?
believe it or not, it is not my intention to be cutting and sarcastic about anyone or anything. i just want to report what i see, what i hear, and what i feel. and to rejoice in the lushness and complexity of the english language while i'm using it.
 
there were ten people, plus the Bishop, who bore their testimonies this morning. rather than go through them one by one I'll just make some general observations.
seven women, one child, and two men. that's the breakdown. i've noticed over the years that women bear their testimony more often than men.
a woman in an orange polka dot dress said she wanted to walk with Jesus and not just bump into him occasionally -- which struck me as memorable. 
an elderly woman in a red and white horizontal stripped sweater was effusively descriptive of her grandchildren, and then gushed "everything denotes there is a God!"
she also said "i'm so grateful i can go anywhere in the world and find church every sunday at 9 in the morning!"  i'm still pondering that statement.
a man who had moved away from wendell thirty years ago got up to say he was back for his daughter's wedding. i lost the thread of his remarks after that. 
 
sunday school, as i said, was all about the book of judges. i got off one nifty during class, by stating that Samson was a great entertainer because he brought the house down. didn't get much of a laugh. idaho people are rather solemn, i guess. you would be too if your state license plate motto was 'great potatoes.'  
 
well, i guess that's all for now. the day is only half done, it being just 1230 p.m. but i doubt much more of anything will happen the rest of the day. i'll read p.g. wodehouse in my rocker/recliner until dinnertime at 4, then glut myself on beef, potatoes, creamed peas, and a flagon of that chocolate ice cream from Buhl, then sit comatose in front of the TV until 9, when amy and i will stagger to bed and sleep the sleep of the well-fed just.
tomorrow we head back to provo. to home. to smog.
insincerely yours,
heinie manush 

Saturday, June 4, 2022

Our Summer Home in Wendell, Idaho.

 

Our rustic cottage on the outskirts of Wendell --

a bucolic Idaho town where the natives roll potatoes

down the streets each morning to keep the grass

from growing.


Lolling in our leather recliners the other day, Amy and I felt the need to get away from the brittle hurly-burly of Provo, with its obtuse academics and Silicon Valley wannabes. So we have rented a charming little villa in the midst of the wilds of Idaho.

We spend long weekends there now, soaking up the local color and reveling in the quaint traditions of the peasants. 

The manure-scented zephyrs and abundant road kill refresh our spirits. Clouds scud along the horizon like a billowy cattle stampede, and the corn is as high as a skunk's rheumy eye.

Stephano and Katrina, the caretakers of our rural retreat, greet us each morning with platters of potato knots, freshly churned butter, and parboiled alfalfa sprouts. Chickens in the doorway cluck happily while scratching lottery tickets.

The back forty, where we keep a few emus and 

mountain goats for their eggs, meat, and milk.

We had several yaks but they didn't care

for the liquor laws in Idaho and have

migrated to Nevada. 

 

Our days are filled with pleasant, non-stressful, activities -- such as skeet shooting, turkey raffles, and tenement removal. At night the peaceful rasp of armadillos mating with abandoned hubcaps lulls us into a deep refreshing sleep.


 Amy in a pensive mood, as she ponders the problem of

rural poverty, which condemns most rural residents to

a lifetime diet of milk, cream, potatoes, strawberries, and local unprocessed

meat -- all the time breathing nothing but

fresh mountain air.

 

The sleepy pace of life here along the frontage road suits us to a T.  The mail comes once a fortnight. The grocery store in town still gives Green Stamps. And the local bank only opens on Fridays, when the workers at the turpentine distillery get paid.

All in all, Amy and I are as happy about our decision to spend part of each week out here in the boondocks as a pig on an airplane. 

We hope you'll come visit us this summer, before the snow flies and the Visogoths return from Canada. We can promise you smoking platters of fried canal weed and a bed in the hayloft with the pigeons and earwigs!

And we'll only charge you by the hour.

The quilt on our bed is an authentic hand-woven Balkan

Coverlet -- sewn by Armenian albinos and bindlestiffs,

who settled this land a hundred years ago in

search of mascara deposits.

  

 

Today's Timericks: Nephi's Boat, among other things.

 

Nephi's boat had sails of skins,
which PETA would call grievous sins.
Had they been around that day,
Nephi could not sail away.
Thus we see fanatics cross
the will of God at ev'ry toss!
 
 

My house has got a mortgage on it

that strangles like a too-tight bonnet.

It's worth a fortune, that is true,

but I can't pay now what is due.

And so the bank will repossess

and I will deal with homelessness.

 

". . . an undertaking that even seasoned auto executives say is fraught." 

(WSJ)

 

'fraught' ain't meant to stand alone;

cuz otherwise, it's overblown.

the editor who shaped this piece

ain't fit to write a press release!

 

Baby Formula Shortage Expected to Persist Weeks Longer.

(WSJ) 

Hungry infants fill our ears

with their hollow shrieks and tears.

Formula is lacking still;

our supply chain serves them ill.

Little babies, don't you cry;

Mother Biden is close by!


Tuesday, May 31, 2022

Narrative Poem: Circus Peanuts.

 


One.

The weather had been unsettled

for the past several weeks.

In fact, it had been downright weird.

 The clouds seemed thicker and heavier.

Still white, but glowering.

And updrafts were terrible!

Every time you swept up a pile of dirt

it was immediately blown into the sky.

Dust devils were everywhere, sucking up trash

like vacuum cleaners and

throwing around lawn furniture.

The sun would come out and it would

rain. The clouds would cover the

sky and the heat was unbearable. 

Like a sauna.

The New York Times said it was

'Global Warming on a Rampage.'

Fox News commentators blamed it

on Johnny Depp somehow.

The old lady next door to me

called it 'The Harrowing of Hell.'

But she was nuttier than a fruitcake.

All in all, the weather appeared to 

be up to something.

Something beyond the ken

of meteorology. 

It had its own purpose

and I felt cold hostility

against me and my kind.


Two

Then it started to snow.

In June.

But the snow drifted down

to the ground and immediately

sprang back up again into the

sky.

It didn't stay and melt.

And when it stopped snowing

the sun stayed behind a haze.

And the haze took shape

as mountains and lakes,

valleys and rivers,

vast plains and dark

green pine forests.

Up in the sky.

Upside down from us.

The old lady next door

said it was a new heaven

and a new earth.

I didn't know what to think.

When scientists trained their

telescopes on it, there was

nothing there to see.

The Air Force sent jet fighters

into the floating mountains

and rivers, but the planes flew

right through them as if they

were mirages.

Which, I guess, they were.

You could see them clearly with

the naked eye,

but not with a dead telescope.

A new land, an imaginary place, 

a far apparitional country, 

uncharted and unpeopled.

We took to sitting outside

all day long, looking up at

the new landscape, waiting

to see what would develop.

Gradually it grew closer to us,

almost touching the skyscrapers

downtown.

And then birds and animals 

appeared up in the cloud lands.

There were zebras and toucans,

running and flying right above our heads.

I thought they looked sleepy and

discontented. 


Three

The new world above was silent.

And no odors drifted down. No scent

of dung or blossoms.

Then one day people began

walking around up there.

They looked and dressed just like us.

Young and old. Male and female.

I shouted myself hoarse trying to

make contact with them.

So did others. We sent up rockets.

But they ignored us, going about

their otherworldly business.

Until the day they began to send

down their message to us.

The day the orange circus peanuts

began falling on us. On the land

and the sea.

Reeking of banana oil, each circus

peanut was inscribed with

'Go back to where you came from.'

 The soft candies piled up, choking

rivers, blocking highways, poisoning

the oceans as fish sickened on the

dissolved corn syrup and pectin. 

Our earth was being smothered.

By a mirage. By strangers. 

By our doppelgangers. 

"Why?" I sobbed at the last,

as the circus peanuts pushed in

my windows and the front door.

"Why are you doing this to us?"

"We were here first, so where can

we go back to?"

Their silence remained unbroken,

but the circus peanuts stopped falling.

And I started a chiasmus and chant,

until the crazy old lady next door called

the cops to complain about the noise.


Sunday, May 29, 2022

My Day. Sunday May 29. 2022. Old stories remembered.

 did I finally get the date right on this?

maybe i should date this june 10th 1956. who's going to notice or comment?

the quest for, the yearning for, the lust for immortality. is that what drives me to write this piffle? possibly. a bad motivation, then, and all just to develop carpal tunnel syndrome (i always want to say 'carpal tunnel vision.')

i've just subscribed to 4 different food catalogues, and will have them all sent to our new summer home in wendell, idaho.  i'm thinking of having my mailing address changed to up there as well. but maybe not.

'our new summer home.' has a nice ring to it, doesn't it?  it's amy's sister's farm. just five acres. but there's a big cold bedroom in the basement where we can sleep and possibly hang garlands of garlic and onions to cure.

i hope to investigate the raw inhabitants of wendell idaho, with photographs, and include the results of my anthropology investigations in these letters to oblivion.

which reminds me -- a postcard can't be hacked. so there.

amy is in the kitchen this afternoon making peanut butter cookies. we are going over to her cousin camille's house later today. i made a huge pot of unctuous chili con carne to bring along so they don't feel obligated to serve us sunday dinner. we are bringing them all the extra cans blocks bags boxes and tubes of food we have been given over the past few weeks. how many cans of greenbeans do people think we can handle? people leave stuff like that at our door like babies in baskets at the orphanage steps. they don't want it, so they palm it off on us.

so there's two stories i've been thinking about today. i often let my mind wander during sacrament meeting. my default mode is personal stories. i'm sure my hearing is going bad, since most speakers in church nowadays seem to mumble and rush through their comments as if someone is holding a gun to their head and timing them. they used to have classes on how to give talks in sacrament meeting, which i enjoyed taking. but i haven't seen anything like that offered in a month of sundays. have you? amy wears a special headset in church now so she can hear the speakers. but sometimes it's hooked into the spanish translator instead. then she just falls asleep during the meeting.

oh yeah, the stories. here goes:

when i came back from my mission to go back to work as a clown at ringling brothers the PR department was ecstatic. because back in the 1970's there was this big trend in mainstream christian churches to have clown ministers preach sermons on sunday. i don't know where that fad came from, but the marketers at ringling wanted to use me, a bone fide true blue dyed in the wool former proselytizing missionary as a clown minister to big churches in all the major cities we played. just think of it -- i could get up and say whatever i wanted. but i felt that such a thing was a desecration of the gospel, so i refused to do it. what a fool i was! i could have testified of joseph smith and the book or mormon and played my musical saw and told hundreds of people to their faces that there was a living prophet on the earth today. but i had to say no because of misplaced pride and arrogance. idiot!  luckily, peggy williams, another convert who was baptized by good old tim holst just like i was, and was a first of may clown, consented to give those sermons and homilies. 

my second story happened on my mission in thailand, where i did clown shows to raise money for the red cross. the mission president thought the PR would be good for the church, which was going through a bunch of libelous accusations in the thai press at the time. now the red cross was created by people in switzerland and so the swiss embassy in bangkok decided to thank me (and my companion) for doing these shows by having us over for dinner with the ambassador's wife. the dessert was candied orange peels, which she had made herself. i told her they were delicious and asked for the recipe. why? i don't know. maybe because i was nervous. anyway she gave me the recipe and said "I doubt you'll ever make them, young man." i promised her that i would and that i would bring some of them over to her.  it's an involved process to make candied orange peel, and there was no time to do it during regular proselytizing hours, so i got up at 4 in the morning for several days in a row to work in our kitchen making 'em. when i was done we took some over to the swiss embassy and left 'em for the ambassador's wife. i never heard back from her, so don't know if she ever got them or not.

and that's sunday at the torkildsons. after we get back from amy's cousin's house we'll settle into our recliners and watch reruns of Monk or something else that amy ordains as sunday suitable. by the way we bought all 9 seasons of monk on dvd at DI for 3 dollars a piece. put that in your coffee mill and grind it!

until the clouds roll by,

heinie manush


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In response to the above one of my old missionary companions emailed me back thus:


I recall an invitation for dinner at the Swiss Embassy in Bangkok.  We were served beef stroganoff and the bathrooms were gilded mansions. I was just a poor boy from Virginia and my maternal grandparents were real McCoy hillbillies from the mountains of North Carolina. One year during the Great Depression, they moved back to Carolina and rented a farm for $50 (for the year) and subsistence farmed.  Did what was needed to keep their family alive. Blink and your life changes. I didn’t know where Thailand was when I was called to serve there. Next thing I know I’m paired up with a professional clown and performing on television in Phuket or at some provincial fair in Mahadsarakham. Life is interesting and strange.


And another old missionary companion had this to say about my post, in an email:

You should have told me in no uncertain terms when we were companions in Thailand that we were going to spend days just cooking rather than going out.  I would have learned something rather than wasted my time.


My memories of Bangkhen are few.  One was an encounter with some snakes in the underground water storage tank that for some stupid reason I decide to try to clean up.  I have NO idea why I felt I wanted to do that.  I see such nonsense ideas in my son Tom, quite often.

Another memory is when our house was burgled.  I lost something.  I think it was an inexpensive camera.  Elder Kelly was a missionary in that house.  He used to pray for long periods of time, at lunch break time.  Sister xxxxxx don't remember her name now, was our maid.  Good looking woman.  Pilailak?  She made pancakes.  Elder Nebeker slipped her extra money, I'm sure.  Elder Nebeker and Elder Wall (?) had a gun put in their faces just down the block at that corner restaurant or whatever, for some dumb reason.  And Elder Wright (visiting zone leader?) told me not to say "Before I start gossiping", when I was trying to say "Before I say too much..." when I was the silly Sunday School president or whatever I was, and had to run the meeting.

I was in Deseret Towers at BYU just two rooms down when Elder Wright got his mission call to Thailand.  He was underwhelmed.  He told me later he had hoped he'd go to Europe where there was culture, since he was an aspiring opera or conductor person.  When I saw his mission calling paper I thought "Wow, what a lucky guy.  Thailand!"  6 months later I got my mission call.

Elder Nebeker let Elder Ward give the baptismal challenge to some young woman when they taught her in our house.  I think he baptised her too.  

My son Tom asked me how my life would have been different had I not barely missed the Vietnam draft and been forced to go to combat.

I think there's some possibility that I would not have met Liping.  My Thai language capability, and exposure to Asia encouraged and aided me in finding Liping.  But had I been a soldier first, I may have just gone AWOL with some Vietnamese woman.  Good chance I would not have gone to BYU, and definitely would not have married Tom's mother.